Bless me Father for I have sinned.

My morals right now appear to be at an all-time high, in the eyes of my peers and people I've talked to, I can do no wrong. However, they don't know what I had to go through to get it there.. I know the possibility of anyone I've met actually reading this is very slim.

I don't:

• Fornicate
• Cheat
• Smoke
• Steal
• Fight
• Commit Incest

I'm not glorifying myself or anything, I don't do them because I've already done them, at a younger age. I'm using this blog as a priest to whom I confess my sins to. Shockingly all these experiences occurred between 2004 and 2008.

Welcome to my LIFE

I'm not trying to be like those cliche girls who write about their everyday live. I am however, one of those cliche girls that write about their experiences. I'm a sixteen year old girl who purposely put herself through traumatic moments at a very young age. As a result of this, I tend to act a bit older than my age.

The deal was sealed the day I was born, I didn't have enough melanin in me so I slightly escaped albinism. As a result of that the albinism claimed my eyes instead of my skin, thus my shaky eyes commenced. Did I forget to mention that I was born in a West African country? So I've basically stood out all my life, from my unusual eye color to unique skin tone, with black family members.

My society refused to grasp the concept of me, and so I was labelled as the albino girl with weird eyes. Ok not a very interesting start, but it’s a story about my life. It’s a mixture of my misfit past, present life and future aspirations.